5.19.24

5.19.24

This isn't the life,

I wanted to live.

There was war inside my head.  

doing wrong from right and right to wrong.

A war, I could not hide.

A war I brought you in, 

My Apologies.

I need to walk the narrow path,

But my feet widened the road.

I hope you forgive me.

I Knew The Way to go,

But I didn't want to serve

I tried to run so many times,

I'd pack a bag,

Lace up my boots,

Head for the door,

Looking straight ahead

KNOWING I was going the wrong way, going further away from where I belonged...

But

I Knew The Way to Go...

UturnING, reTURNing 

once again to this life,

I need to submit to

for it's PREPLANNED,

it's DESTINY and I am a WILLING SOUL. I SEE IT.

It looks like a mess,

But it IS me

trying to let go

not wanting to lose myself

But needing to die to self

the road was too wide

Troubled on every side,

yet not distressed; perplexed, 

but not in despair;

Persecuted,

but not forsaken;

cast down,

but not destroyed;

me trying to make it in my own way

In my own time

Running through The Wilderness

Doing wrong & Doing Right

Stomping on serpents

Casting out devils

Narrowing The Road

Following The Light

I am not God

And I am not blind

I KNEW THE WAY TO GO

So, here I am,

a Willing Soul.

Waiting, Serving,

Letting go.

Not my Will,

But

HIS WILL BE DONE.

I hope you Understand. 

It's hard, it's tough,

Being Crushed'

But here I am...

I've died.

To RISE for HIM.

This Life, 

He Created for me

To Live Life

More Abundantly. 

All Glory to Him..

HE IS THE WAY.

THE TRUTH.

THE LIFE.

EVERY BREATH.

LET GO AND ARISE.

🙏

HolyCheek😘

Sherry McNelis