Ponder IT.

3.26.2016 I heard the earth give way. It shook, cracked and screamed, like thunder of running waters. Immediately, I ascended towards the heavens in a bright colorful Whirlwind. My eyes remained closed, because the light was too beautiful it would be blinding to see with the sight of eyes, but the spirit was able to capture its magnificence.  Along my journey, I knew, this was the end, and judgment was here. I knew I did not accomplish enough, I knew I had fallen short, but I was out of time. My entire life flashed before my eyes, every evil thing I did,  I spoke and thought came to memory, flashing rapidly before my face. I am wretched. I came to a sudden stop, the atmosphere was calm and peaceful. The luminous lights of colors with more clarity in each color than I've ever been able to see before continued to entrap me in its winds. My entire being was trembling and my spirit was still. My feet planted, unable to move. We were no longer able to hide from the Truth, now, Truth of ...

My life cries To the cave I run, I hide My soul starves Lurking through the Light Transparency on my knees My spirit bleeds Heartaches and shame Watch over me' Tears silence my face My pearls taken Stillness in my feet Trapped sustained Eager to move Not knowing the way Upright, Victorious I'd like to remain Holding, waiting, Earthquake, Shout to me! Crack the Ground Let dust smoke The firing winds Cultivating, dazing me Strike my heels  Venom leap I will feel nothing' In this cave, I wait, I sleep. Sherry McNelis

I will dance with you in the rain of your days From the storming waves to the pillar clouds of smoke I will hear you call My Name My goddess dressed in white with a golden slash Clothed in love and grace Oh, how I have anointed your beautiful face Your faith in Me moves mountains and increases flows in the streams Your lonely crown of thorns is dust under your naked feet A fragile lamb with a mighty lions roar Whose prayers never cease For you My queen, I hear I grant you all of eternity with Me at the table I prepare. Thank you, Lord! With Love, Vitoriah

Shatter the yoke that burdens me Put to death my garmets of scarlet This venom has no life within The weapon has no hold I'm out in the Deep Hover over, spread Thy Wings! Fly me like an eagle through the 4 winds  Release the grip of the evil one No serpent can soar up high Remove me from this dimension  And place me in my destiny  Feet of Mercies, I lay my tears  Stand me in Your Anointing  Wash my face to reflect Yours Healing, Miracles, Wonders of Love  Set me on the Mountain Hilltops  The lost sheep I see afar I hear the call of the Anointed Lamb Sound the Trumpet With Your Mighty Roar Into the Kingdom I come Dressed for the BridgeGroom Feast Pearly Gates and the Narrow Road Fight until the end of the deceitful beast  Indeed I am FREE and FREE I am with the One & Only GREAT I AM! Sherry McNelis

Lord I Call On You The glimpses I vision Of falling out of the sky Releasing your hand Have left me to tumble Tear after tear I cry Don't know why I'm here I have enough scrapes and scars I knock seek and believe I need your grace shed upon me I know I'm unworthy of your glory But I need you not to leave You've got me down on my knee Change me Lord as you see fit Remove the shades upon my eyes I have my doubts My worries and struggles Speak truth Lord in my lies Put me where you need me be Set forth eternity Raise me up in my praise Wash me clean as snow Don't want anymore agony I'm in a fog in a daze Awaken me I call on you Sherry McNelis

I got my feet down solid on Holy ground I got my head on straight Not looking around Joy in my spirit, raindrops trickling down. I got the twinkle in my eyes I got the love in my heart Stomped Satan’s lies Peace from my past, blowing winds dies. I got myself in the Masters hands I got myself out the hells Ain’t got no help from the lands Broke the ties, wrote my troubles in the sands. I got the wisdom of the word I got the declaration keeping me strong Engraving me a new chord Fashioned and transformed, Oh, I do love you, Lord. Joy in my spirit, raindrops trickling down Peace from my past, blowing winds dies Broke the ties, wrote my troubles in the sands Fashioned and transformed, Oh, I do love you Lord. Sherry McNelis

Take My Hand... I wear my crown of thorns The blood no longer pours Stains and scars splatter Testimonial legends for the darkened... Casting stones do not matter My oil lamp is lit I hold out my hand                To lift you out of your snake pit Take ahold We patiently wait      Come out of Hell         Embrace this Light    The time draws near     Your not solitary in war We are armored for this fight       Stop your delay before you're too late... He will take up your cross     To give you a break             Place it all at His feet    Be washed clean  Feel Love Peace and Joy     Defeat the firey lake Enter this place of rest Victory is over this cliff However my friend       It is your choice to make' With Love, Vitoriah 

Why does it feel as though you let me go I live in sin that I know My soul loves you without you my spirit is blue I need you in my life reality cuts like a knife I search and cant find Memories of regret Flash in my mind Lift my head high And allow me to fly! Sherry McNelis 

In my darkness, He brings forth Light. All my Trust is in Him above Out of the deep, I have arose In 3 days, in the third night. My ways are not His But I give Him my Life For His Glory this day This midnight hour, shines bright. I see and I hear I trust and I know Here with me, holding me tight. Not to weep in sorrow or despair But in Spirit and in Truth Honor and Power Glory to God and all His Might. The winds blow in direction we not know Seas roar, mountains move No matter its width or its height. Jesus is His Name and Greater is He who rests in me than he who holds you in this fight. Open your eyes or death will come Never having the chance again To come and know the Light. Sherry McNelis

Tears are raining in your jar overflowing oils departing My lamp awaits your arrival Ignite my fire from your eyes Your garment I will not let go In my right hand is yours in mine Advance the time, fly me out of here This realm I cannot take My eyes are shut, yet I see Death is coming, but I do not fear For you are with me and know me by name Time is at a stand still The same as yesterday, today, always. The midnight hour is awakening Your day is near I'm sorry Lord for your tears. Sherry McNelis

I CRIED TODAY' I cried today' unburied in the open, unable to hold in the pain, the hurt filled with loneliness in this dark isolated world. I Hear only my tears,  As they filled His jars. the sex, the violence took ahold of me. Lied in shame, covered in guilt.  I was revealed naked for All Man to See. Thoughts of suicide  if only I could.  Too strong for so many years. I've dropped to my knees,  Fell to my face,  I've surrendered to this crime you gagged me to. Unable to catch a Breath. Why have I been tossed aside? Kicked to the curb,  tormented, stomped upon. A Prisoner of Hope, I Remain.  The parental tone I've heard over again. I'm not your baby girl I am the abused child who can't hold on.  Who is this I've become? The addictions, the booze is my identity I surrender to. I thought there was love but only to be fooled. I want to thank you, for this torture,  I live with everyday because of you I was able to cry today' Sherry McNelis

4.12.11 Transition Me Through my times of trial I will stand strong I wait in the meadows For peace and blessings Things will come into play Just like you’ve called them to be Not sure why you have me here If you would reveal it to me Please, I will find my ways I remain calm in this silence I’ll pay my dues Lift me out of this place I’m restless deserted Tired and alone Have no where to turn Capture me King Faith hope and charity I deserve to have thee Lifetime of heartache And despair, soulcrushing Bitter darkness Escape me Soul is emptied Transition me HolyCheek😘 Sherry McNelis

Pour'N Winds, Rains, Seasons Blow'N, Drip'N, Turn'N. Sprout'N Valley, Cave, Ground Stand'N, Pace'N, Run'N. Grow'N Oceans, Fire, Air Cry'N, Laugh'N, Swing'N. Liv'N HolyCheek😘 Sherry McNelis

Laying here awake Pondering deep in thought Glimpses of memories Silence the clock Hearts beating faster Twirling still in the winds Can't catch up Wisdom has binds Standing Unsteady  Figure it out  So much unKnown  What am I worried about? Through the thresholds  Move thine feet Don't give up Take a leap Carry me home  Have and to hold I could be Yours  More precious than gold Keep me close  Don't let go  I'm your queen  White as Snow If this is a storm How will I stand, Will I be long gone Or Stand Firm with Your Plan.  HolyCheek😘 Sherry McNelis

I offended you? With Truth.. So you hate me? Until that Truth sets you free.. Then you are gonna want me" Sometimes, I come in Peace. Sometimes, I come Bold. But everytime, I come.. I come with Discernment and in Love. Do you not Know, my eyes have Sight? Or is that why, you hide and run" Sherry McNelis

I Saw The Lord walking barefoot in the sand, robe of Purity and Holy Authority. I asked, Father, what is it you are doing? He answered, picking up stones to hold each one accountable. Lord, forgive them for the pain they've caused... and then I saw and heard the stones I had thrown. Tears fell from my face, knowing I did not deserve forgiveness and I deserve to be held in condemnation for the things I have said and done.   And I saw The Lord tossing the stones in The Sea... ...and I asked, Father what are you doing?  I am cleansing the pain of the world' I fell to His feet and cried Glory! Forgive & Be Forgiven Life & Death is in the power of the tongue.  Be watchful.  🙈🙊🙉 With Love, Vitoriah 

I saw him Black robe, hooded cape he had no face, yet it was there. he had no legs, but stood tall he moved in confidence and was without fear For eyes do not see, ears do not hear Clouds of smoke surround him he breathes out death of sickness, disease, & much more. Take in his breath, it will feed inside of you. Rebuke his breath of death in Jesus Name, come bold, come in faith, come in knowledge ...and in Grace. Be made well. With Love, Vitoriah 

When I fell on my face.. Who picked me up? When I was depressed. . Who comforted me?  When I was addicted to drugs. . Who delivered me?  When I was broke.. Who fed me?    When I was tortured.. Who rescued me?  When I was surrounded by darkness.. Who provided me with light?       When I was sleeping around. . Who loved me?     When I was suicidal.. Who saved me?   My Father! My Comforter! My Deliverer! My Master! My Redeemer! My Friend! My Knight! My Groomsmen!  ... Jesus Christ! So when you come to me with your life challenges. .. the ONLY answer I have to give is .. Jesus! It is He who brought me out of my mess! If this isn't the answer you want to hear you may as well go to Satan himself and speak your problems and let him continue to devour your life. Deceive you. Trick you.  To the point you realize he is trying to kill you!  And when you are ready to walk out of hell, but you're so far in you can't even see Jesus standing there within your mess. . Then call on me .. I ...

Prophetic Dream:  I was traveling down a winding, dusty road as I came around a turn I was a witness to many dead bodies laying up ahead. I got out of the car searching for answers as I walked in the presence of the death. A man stopped me and pointed; I looked up to see a cliff that came to an end and many did not stop driving, they fell off the cliff road; which came to a dead holt, they fell off and died. I instantly began to search for my son, Skyler. I felt in my spirit he was traveling along the cliff road. I kept shouting, he is not dead as I searched the dead road, I traveled. My eyes looked back up to the cliff and a small multitude of people stood. The man who pointed me in the direction of Truth, Spoke, "Many are invited, few will make it." The only way from here is for those to wake from the dead, climb the cliff, and live.  Interpretation:  I was traveling the road of willful sin. I came across those dead in sin. The only way to eternal life is through Jesus, the...

Prophetic Dream:  People gathered with their pet dogs. One by one, they tested "proved" their loyalty to each other by holding down the dog, and shooting it in their head. If the dog cooperated the dog would not struggle and would die. The owner would walk away saddened in their hearts. If the dog fought back, tensed up, the dog would struggle with it's death, "life", but still had a chance of survival. In the end I took a stand speaking up not only for the dog, but the people, explaining out of love and understanding what they were doing, without any justification, it was wrong, pointless, senseless, meaningless, to take what you have and kill it! I further explained if you love the dog instead of shooting him/her in the head, they should train them up and display their tricks instead. And the people listened, and turned from their wicked way of thinking with relief in their spirit. They have been set free!   Interpretation: People gather together in our ...

Here I am. Living at the crossroads of Heaven and Hell Walking through the gates of Thanks and Praise Casting out Satan with a roaring yell Climbing up mountains Falling off cliffs Taking ten steps forward with Hope and Faith Then suddenly broken as life shifts Feet staying planted on Holy Ground Prayer.Worship.Silence. Waiting for Whispering Sound. Trusting in you Lord to come to this place I welcome you here Come Father, show your Grace. Lead me in Your Ways of Righteousness Heavenly Blessings for the rest of my days. HolyCheek😘 Sherry McNelis

Where are you Christmas Everyone around is looking blue Why is my family drifting away Where is the peace You use to bring Why can’t we hear the laughter play? This day is changing My soul is drifting Guess this means Christmas changes too Where are you Christmas Remember the times I cherish The times I’ll not ever let go The jolly smiles The giggles and the cheer We need you Christmas And Christmas its time to be here Christmas is here Open our eyes and let us see Christmas is here Come to comfort my family. Place love in our hearts And ease in our mind So we are able to feel like Christmas All of the time Sherry McNelis

Back in The Wilderness once again Darkness is calling me by name The narrow Light beneath my feet Shows the path, I am to take. My Master holds my right hand I will not be swayed Every step is Holy ground Through this Fire until the end. Looking to the hills Pressing on in this heat I will not give up this War I will not Live in defeat. HolyCheek😘 Sherry McNelis

Where we go when we die Is only up to God to decide You think it is heaven or it is hell But you would be wrong Well hell for some... For the rest, we sleep We are in paradise We have no thought And all time stops We do not dream All pain is gone Look to King Solomon, the wisest of all Ecclesiastes to be exact Or how bout Saul who awakened the dead Disturbing the rest of Samuel  Do not speak to the dead or raise them yourself Leave them to be to rest in that peace  Let the dead bury their own dead Let them go, depart from them For the hour will come Peace will be nomore  The trumpet call, will raise their sleep  Judgement day of tears of God to the pearly gates  Or the gnashing of teeth  That my friend is the beginning  or the end of us all'  Until then though, sleep well Sherry McNelis

If.. we all came to pick the harvest- there would be no crop to have been made. So God- created the "Few" workers, & plenty to collect the harvest... So allow the workers to work So the crops can grow & you can collect the harvest While we collect its crumbs. Sherry McNelis

This is what The Spirit of The Lord had me See... In the end, is The Beginning... There will be no existence because existence is the greatest creation.. Where you go, you go... deep within the pit of your thoughts and there I will be. I will not have to judge for you will judge yourself. Those who are not with Me will depart from Me in the very pits of their own hell. There will be no escaping it to the very depths of their soul. And those who are with Me are with Me and they will never depart from Me. Their Life is with Me in the Very Depths of Their Wildest Imaginations. Everyone is in Heaven, but not everyone is in hell. Behold, I Am coming in the clouds. - those with eyes, SEE. - those with ears, HEAR. What The Spirit of The Lord is saying " HolyCheek😘 Sherry McNelis  And if anyone Hears My Words and does not Believe, I do not judge him; for I did not come to judge the world but to save the world. John 12:47 He who rejects Me, and does not receive My Words, has that which j...

And on the seventh day God ended His work which He had done, and He rested on the seventh day from all His work which He had done. Then God blessed the seventh day and sanctified it, because in it He rested from all His work which God had created and made. Genesis 2:2‭-‬3 With the Lord a day is like a thousand years, and a thousand years are like a day.  2Peter 3:8  In the beginning when God created the heavens and earth; He was first in deep thought. The depths of His thought filled the heavens and the earth, into the deep, His thought went. How many thousands of years was it to complete each day in the detail He spent pondering to call it a day? So, in six days He took to create the world within thousands of years of thought; He created rest on the seventh to enjoy all He created. His Rest Remains.  We too, must learn, the patience and significance of planning, timing and rest to enjoy the work accomplished and remember to take His Rest with us in our week, living day by day, because...

In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth. The earth was without form, and void; and darkness was on the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God was hovering over the face of the waters. Genesis 1:1‭-‬2 I got in The Presence of The Spirit and I asked, "how did the waters have a face?"  He answered, " God is Light, as He pondered, looking into the deep, His Light reflected, He acknowledged His face in the waters, and He spoke, "let there be light and there was light."  What is in dark; Light reflects:  What is in darkness, comes to Light.  The greater the darkness, The Greater The Light! What you do not Know, Seek it, ponder on it, look for it, you'll Find it, that darkness of not knowing comes to Light to Know. Bring your darkness to Him and be delivered from blindness and See, but first Acknowledge The Light and then your darkness will fade!  With Love, Vitoriah